signs of the kingdom

Been doing some highland wandering friends on unpaved roads in Wales that lead through the wild places where the wind blows free and the quiet spaces where you can hear the rhythm of the tides.  And remember we were made to have an ebb and flow too.  This castle signpost made me laugh. It stands in the middle of a field off any beaten path without so much as trail to its name and not a castle in sight.  I relate just a bit.  Which way the Kingdom?  Aren’t we all looking for a sign, a pointer, a map, gps directions… something?  I know some days I do.

But then those are the days I need reminding of what Jesus said: “Nor will they say, “See here!’ or ‘See there!’ For indeed, the kingdom of God is within you.” (Lk 17:21)

So if God’s Kingdom is within then maybe we {you and I} are called to be His signposts pointing lower, deeper, wilder, quieter, bolder, simpler to the breath-taking beauty beyond of His grace and His astounding mercy that still kisses a broken world in love.  Today may you know His kiss deeper than ever before.

new paths, ancient ways

In case you haven’t seen this video that has gone viral in the last week or so, here it is.  (If you are viewing this in a reader or email, click here to see the phenomenon on youtube.)  It blessed me so much tonight, I wanted to share it with you.  All I have to say in response is: WORD.

Also I am thrilled to share with you a series of podcast conversations recorded while in Spain with Martin Scott.  Session 1 , Session 2 and a straight-shooting finale in Session 3.

we’ve never been this way before

I walk the old cobbles and the narrow, winding lanes wandering through the maze of history that is this city in the south of Spain.

Amidst the ruins of bygone eras, on the well worn ancient paths I hear a whisper echo.  A dare to embrace a different journey on a trail leading reverently, boldly, even absurdly into the wild unknown places of grace.  Truly we have not been this way before (not in this generation at least.)

Where are the brave pioneers that will look at the so-called “edge of the world” as an invitation to explore uncharted depths?  Dangerous, fearless love drawing us farther out beyond the safe confines of buildings and programs and systems and circuits.

What if the next 3 years brought a shift so dramatic it could only be described as tectonic in nature?  And what if that shift started in us?  What if this revolution was silent in its fury and Jesus comes once more riding on a borrowed donkey to wash fishermen’s feet and the empires of men cannot comprehend this kind of royalty and miss the One they seek all over again?

Beloved, we have not been this way before.  True success is being redefined and the choices before us are not first decided in ballot boxesWhat if we are looking for a king who rules and shapes world political systems while Jesus is offering us a King who comes to serve and defy any system that would try to contain… or commodify Him?  What if Jesus is coming as a King with an upside-down, inside-out, high-is-low-and-low-is-high reality that cannot come through politics or policy?  What if His platform is still a cross and ours an altar?

A company saturated in the supernatural, living loved and loving without expectation’s tangled strings, drawn again to the untamed spaces where reformers are shaped; a people who could care less for fame or popularity or success or stages or spotlights.  Content with waste places and seeing heaven come to those desperate enough to put their need on display, instead of their accomplishments.  What if the measures are changing and all we thought we knew with them?  Will we be willing to let it all go?  Will I be willing to let go of the known ways to choose a road less traveled and embrace His invitation to explore the edge of the earth?

Faith lies beyond what we can see with our eyes.  So which path will you choose, my sweet friend?  No choice is indeed a choice in days such as these.  May you embrace the wild untamed reaches of His heart moment by moment every day.

You are loved, so very loved.  May His love define your world as never before and lead you far out beyond the edges of its safe, known horizons.

Loving Him and you-Michele

time to exhale

I sit curled up in a lovely little flat in the south of Spain near the coast taking time for long walks, lazy mornings and sidewalk cafes. Taking time to breathe deeply and have even deeper conversations with some precious friends on this journey. The world spins on quite happily without me in other places as I take time out to exhale.

Time to eat fresh Spanish olives from the market and drink espresso brewed on the stove top, watch good movies and wander through the streets and squares of history that surround me, even as I ponder my own.

I pause, words echoing in my mind from last night’s movie: Downward is the only way forward.  I am drawn to the hidden paths, the unknown ways, the wild places out of which reformers are birthed from the heart of God. There is a longing too profound for words stirring inside of me.  And I am struck by the irony of how often the best things in life must be crushed to be enjoyed.

Again, I am reminded: the most important journeys always start deep inside of us. In this new year, may you embrace the beauty only found in crushed places and on secret, silent paths.

From this unpaved road-Michele

dust covered love

The dust blows something wild this time of year.  As it fills my lungs, I cough and sputter on what I am.

These days I am reminded that the little baby born to homeless parents then toddled in foreign lands as a refugee and grew up the son of a common laborer.  He spent his teens and twenties in utter obscurity and emerged on the scene only to collect a handful of misfits and less than ordinary types no one else wanted.  He traveled for three years raising controversy and then being falsely accused was executed as a criminal.  He knew dirt and pain and longing.  He also knew divinity.  And He laid it all down to wrap His divinity in our dust.  I marvel.  Again.  At what dust-covered love looks like.

I am reminded the only platform Jesus embraced was a cross. I long for an unknown path that leads past the platforms of men and finds rest hidden in the embrace of God.  I am grateful for the dusty, stormy seasons that remind me how much I need Him.  Blessed are those who know their need, for theirs is the Kingdom of heaven.  Jesus, this new year let me be one of those. Again. Not in theory but in truth.

I am typing this post with South Sudan’s dirt ground into my hands from grimy hugs of my little ones.  It is covering my computer screen and the ash from the burn fires settling around me on everything it touches.  Ash covered in need of a manicure.  Ahhhh.  Here am I.    There is only One famous One and I assure you it is not me.  I am face to face with my dust these days.  The dust that gets tired and longs for lattes.  The dust that wants to hide from stages and expectations of men.  The dust that swirls in winds of change and gets stuck in ruts along life’s way.

I am so glad there is grace for dusty days and smoky nights.  He laid down His glory for grime so He could embrace my dust and make it His own.   I pray this new year my wonderful friends is filled days of fame, of Him being made famous in and through our lives as we choose to explore the unknown paths and roads less-traveled in our pursuit of knowing Him.

January I am taking a much needed month off to explore some of those unknown paths myself and embrace a season of hiddenness.  So I may not be around here much unless I get a sudden burst of inspiration.  And after that well, we shall see… our internet in South Sudan has been almost nonexistent of late.  Hopefully we will soon be looking into longer term solutions for our connectivity issues, but it may take a little doing and time to see them materialize.  Nothing comes quickly here.  In all I cherish your prayers.

And as always, thank you for grace.

Much love from this unpaved road-
Michele

it came upon a midnight clear

In Him was life, and the life was the light of men.  And the light shines in the darkness, and the darkness did not comprehend it. ~John 1:4-5

We are five years old here in Yei, having opened our doors officially on Christmas Day 2006 that no child would ever be without a home… Songs and laughter echoed throughout the compound on our first Christmas Eve candle light service tonight celebrating our first Christmas as a new nation.  We have so many gifts to be thankful for.

Thank YOU for being one His gifts of grace to us all year long. We cherish your love and prayers, your generosity and kindness.

May His light shine in and through your life everyday and may He cause your night to be as noonday before His coming.  We send our love with His on Christmas and always! ~Michele

love to you all

Dearest friends,

Christmas greetings to you this holiday season.  I am safely back enveloped by my beautiful Sudanese family, spending Christmas with them and our visitors.  What a joy we have to be family together!  Due to internet cafes being closed for the holidays and an extremely poor connection via our normal set up here on base, you will not be seeing me here much (if at all) until the new year.

We hope and pray to be able to put in satellite connection early next year, pending the provision to do so.  (Pray with us for this please so we can better keep in touch with you!)

Until then, please check in with me over on twitter (which I can update on my phone).  http:/twitter.com/micheleperry  You do not need to sign up to view this page, simply bookmark it.  But if you are a twitter user and want to join the conversation, please follow me @micheleperry for updates from our world here.

From this unpaved road,
Michele

it’s the small things

Sometimes it’s the small things that make the biggest impact. I am reminded of this three weeks ago at 5:20 in the morning.

It is the small uneven ledge on the sidewalk that catches the thin lip of my shoe sole and sends me spilling across cement and grass.  It is the small end of my crutch handle that lands on the smallest finger of my right hand and ricocheting pain brings tears to my eyes.  It is not small.

I travel on two planes nursing a swelling hand and little finger.  Hard to do when point a to b necessitates using BOTH hands to get there.  My finger demands to be noticed the whole way turning colors I normally love on canvas.   I begin to realize how completely oblivious I have been to its importance and how such a small part of me could make such a BIG difference.  And it isn’t just true in my body. What about HIS Body?

What would happen if pinkies of the Body of Christ were fractured?  Broken, injured, missing?  Or simply unnoticed and unappreciated in their precision and functionality?

I land and travel the maze of emergency room corridors, just to be told: see a specialist.  One that specializes in the small things like pinkies that can become big issues.  A few states later, I do.

I find out my fractured little finger is sporting three breaks, not one.  I can’t see them even when pointed out to me in painstaking detail.  A miniscule break I couldn’t even SEE in an overlooked place I never noticed that would dislodge sleep and schedule for the next three weeks.  It seems absurd.

I never noticed how I typed, carried, balanced, sorted and did a sundry of other things all with this one small appendage.  Needless to say I am much more grateful for my pinkies, one of which is still splinted a world away now back in Africa. And yes, it is the reason I disappeared.  Again.  Healing is coming and now is the time of regaining motion, aka making your finger do what it screams not to!

Thank you for grace.  I’d love to say I am back.  But this is more of a I’m still alive and on the planet post.  Tomorrow I head into South Sudan where I will have more limited than usual access to internet from now until Jan 3 and more visitors than usual too.  So you might not see too much of me.  I will try to share as I can, but you know my first few days will be spent catching up with my precious kiddos not chasing down an internet connection.

Are there small things perhaps we have overlooked in this busy season and holiday rush that need remembering?  Any “pinky people” in our paths that could use some encouraging and a well-placed thank you or a surprise plate of Christmas cookies? It really is the small things that can make the biggest difference!

A HAPPY GIVING ANNOUNCEMENT…

Speaking of making differences…

For all my friends from overseas and for those from the USA not needing a tax deduction, my personal paypal link is now functional again on the sidebar to the right and you can give personal support there.  Yippee!

My non-profit organization, Nema International, now ALSO has a giving link (see the bottom left hand corner of the linked page) if you want to give to our work in South Sudan and beyond.  We are working on our charitable, tax-deduct status and hope to have that sometime early next year. Please pray for this too: favor and acceleration!

Tax deductible options (for the USA) are still available over on my giving page and through Iris Ministries.

 

on the road again

catching a cuppa in quebec

Coffee, new friends, creative wordsmiths to dream with, miracle healings and unexpected God set-ups… this Canadian portion of my journey keeps getting better and better.  Happy 11.11.11 friends…

Where ever this journey finds you today, I pray you will be overwhelmed by His grace and goodness in a season of much shifting and shaking.  Here I am dreaming and praying ever grateful for the chances to share His heart with the ones I am meeting.

Much love to all of you and more to come soon!

Michele

strange times

The trees blur on the ride home from the airport.  It is a strange day.  This Oct 31, an eve when nothing celebrated is hallowed at all.  Lost in thought, I am startled back by a woman covered in crimson splatter waving frantically on the road side.  Her bloodied shirt and plastic hockey mask stark reminders of our deterioration.  Does she not know real women wear real blood from real violence tonight?  She waves a sign for a local business I will not be visiting.  Have we been so reduced we now think bloodied masks are acceptable marketing strategies?

It’s an odd day we dress evil up, give darkness a face and call it child’s play.  We sell out innocence for candy corn and social relevance.

The world around falls away but as it reels, He allows Himself to be broken into a Way back through grace.  Do I think God looked at our books of days yet to be lived but already written and CHOSE to maim and steal and bring us face to face with death and loss over and over again?  Not for an instant.  Do I think He looked to our ends, this mystery, this destiny in Him and traced their depths from their beginnings and wrote what He knew would carve our journeys through this falling world needing to fall into grace?  I cannot think otherwise.

This I know.  HE.  IS.  GOOD.  He cannot be or do anything other than what He IS.  And HE.  IS.  LOVE.   I hold the wounded pieced hands of Love and I know… He has not allowed anything in this journey that He has not ALREADY paid the price to heal and restore.  And the torn places become the thin places to see through to Him.

*****

Sweet reader, I wonder… do you know the origins of this strange day called Halloween?  Oct 31-Nov 2 can be traced back far before the church changed their names.  And given the roots, the fruit and the very real violence that surrounds this season… is this a time we should recognize at all?  Just something to consider.

Here are a few articles on the origins of the practices around this day:

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